Post--#--2

I wrote this first post for you guys... It was a life story kind of post. I decided not to post it because posting certain posts isn't good for anyone. I don't plan on posting it, but if I see anything like I saw earlier from someone again, I'll debate about writing something up. I wrote this second post instead of that earlier one...

My choice is simple.

The questions is, is yours?

Think about choices and what's going on in your life. That's all I have to say. No, I don't know some of you all that well, but I know enough. I know that sometimes you hurt and sometimes you don't. Sometimes you're happy and sometimes you're not.

It hurts.

Life.

Simple.

Sometimes I keep things bottled up inside, and sometimes I don't. Sometimes I like to sit and listen to music for hours, sometimes I do my homework right when I get home, and all of the time, I pray for the world.

I pray for life. To not hurt. To shine. Life is wonderful and not so. It's so complex and beautiful that it's hard to understand. So how can something that words cannot describe, not matter how much you try, be so simple? We may put adjectives to it, but it's different for everyone. No one's life is the same. It's completely different. Every time. So...

Simple, really?

I disagree.


Here's a poem for you:

Veiled

I cover myself in shadows

So that I no longer have to feel

Pain

Remorse

Sorrow

I veil myself 

So that no one can see

My true identity

I don't want to be veiled

Covered

Lost

How can I take this veil away

No, it is impossible

I cannot take this away

No matter how hard I try

This veil

It covers

And destroys

I cannot hope

Because of this veil

I cannot trust

Because of this veil

I cannot love

Because of this veil

This veil haunts me

It scares me

And makes me petrified

Of what my future may be

What is my future

This veil covers it

And I cannot see

The fog is too thick

And I cannot see

This feeling hurts

Blindness

How do I disperse it

How do I see

I no longer remember

Any sense of direction

Or any way to see

Any way to breathe

I am being suffocated by this veil

This veil

It hurts

And destroys

Why me

Why am I to be punished

By a veil that I cannot

Hurt

Destroy

Why is it me

Why am I to be punished

It does not make sense

Will it ever

I do not know these answers

But maybe someone else does

A best friend

A family member

A lover

Yes, one of them knows

But who

Who could possibly know

The real me

And my veil

What if someone far away knows

Or what if they're close to me

What if they're already in my heart

What do I do

If they've already torn down my veil

No 

I haven't trusted someone

Not like that

But what if they figured it out

All from just looking at me

What then

What would I say to them

I would tell them everything

All about me

Even if it means

Means hurting

Means disbelieving

Means renouncing what I have veiled

This life

My veil

What if

What if it disappears

When I meet them

Maybe it will disappear

I must try

And uncover this dark veil

The dark veil that covers me

And contains me

It will be broken for the first time

But for the last

Only for one person

Now

I have veiled myself

In something pure

A happy veil

With someone who sees through

The veil of shadows

I am happy now

And with the one

Who sees the true me