Monster

Monster

 

My blood,

It pulses-

Throughout every vein--

In my entire body.

 

Making me think-

Think of my life-

How it works.

 

And when I think,

It is terrible.

I think of

Destruction,

To those closest.

 

When I think of

How,

You treated

Me--

My feelings.

 

Our relationship-

It's over.

 

It's been

Crumbling,

And now,

I've left it

To decay.

 

I can't

Do anything-

Nothing-

At all.

 

Nothing,

To help

This horrible-

Monster-

Inside of me,

From appearing.

 

And taking everything

Away from,

Me.

 

You have taken,

Taken most.

 

But this monster-

It will strip me-

Of who I am.

 

And will replace

Me,

With itself.

 

And in itself,

Will manifest

Into something bigger.

 

And tear down

All those around it-

Until there is-

Nothing,

But ash.

 

Leave it to me-

And see-

See what happens.

 

This is what

You-

And my monster-

Have done.

Waves

Waves

These waves crashing down,

Crushing everything-

Everything around them-

Taking everything in their path.

In one moment,

Everything is swept away-

Out of their life-

No one was expecting.

These waves crashing down,

Crushing everything-

Everything around them-

Taking everything in their path.

This was their last time-

The last time they would be-

Together,

United,

Alive.

When would these waves,

These never ending waves,

Stop crashing down-

Crushing everything--

Everything around them--

Taking everything in their path?

The windows caved in.

The roof collapsed.

Their cries were for but a moment-

A moment that changed their lives.

As their hands slipped away,

Their lungs filled with water,

Their hearts ceased.

Smiles crossed their faces.

Tears were shed.

Their eyes stayed open,

Watching the other leave.

Their last moments

Were painful,

Separated,

Hurting.

But the waves stopped crashing down,

Crushing everything-

Everything around them-

Taking everything in their path.

Angel

Angel

Black Angel--

With your black wings

And your black heart.

White Angel-

With your white wings

And your white heart.

The two of you are so different.

And yet,

You stand-

Side by side-

Hand in hand.

Black Angel--

With your black heart

Streaking across the night sky,

Stealthy-

Inadvertent-

Dark.

White Angel--

With your white heart

Soaring in the clouds,

Carefree-

Loving-

Infallible.

But when the two of you

Meet between day and night

You see something

In the other

And in the other

Is the magic

You cannot possess

What is not yours

Then you become

Become one with another

Understanding each other

Friends

Allies

Lovers

Gray Angel

With your gray wings

And your gray heart

You are alone

For now

Will others come

Or will they stay away

From you

Forbidden Angel

Gray Angel

With your gray heart

Flying during twilight

Stealthy

Loving

Forbidden

Gray Angel

Take to the skies

Become the symbol

Of their demise

Never should you have been

And yet you are

Here

There

Then

Now

You will always be

Angel

Secure

Secure

What is

Security as one-

Does it never end

Or does fear take over?

Is insecurity,

Is it something we can choose

What would I choose?

Choose to be away from-

Close to...

What would you choose?

There is no answer

Unless you look deep inside.

Go past the darkness

That you try to hide.

Do you feel secure now?

Can I tell you

That nothing is ever the same

When you lose something so dear?

To have it ripped away from you.

To never see it again.

To have loved unrequited.

How could you feel secure?

I try to understand,

But will I ever trust again?

Can I ever trust again?

Is there no escape

From the never-ending depths of despair?

How will you fare

When there are so many insecurities?

They float about the air.

Leaving your world-

Leaving you-

Destroyed,

Crumbling,

Waiting for the end.

What can be found

Past the depths of darkness?

What-

What is there?

Are there really insecurities

Or is there something more?

Something that overcomes,

And makes you feel secure.

What is there really?

Ask yourself,

Are you secure?

Or have your chains been broken

Beyond repair...

I know the answer,

But do you?

And are you sure-

That you'll ever be secure?